स्वतंत्रता दिवस की शुभ कामनाएं

adhoorapan...

ye raat adhoori hai uske bina...

ye baat adhoori hai uske bina...

jazbaat hain adhoore, adhoore shabd hain...

ye zindagi adhoori hai uske bina...

ek adhoori si raat mein, kuch adhoore sapne hain,

jin sapnon mein wo kuch der ke liye aati hai...

thoda muskurati hai, thoda sharmaati hai...

kuch adhoora sa kehke gaayab ho jaati hai...

kuch adhoore raaston pe dhoondhta hun usey...

kuch adhoori se lamhon mein dhoondhta hun usey...

ek adhoori si shaam mein uska intezaar rehta hai...

meri adhoori si aankhin se adhoora sa aansu behta hai...

kuch adhoore shabd ab bhi goonjte hain kaan mein,

kuch adhoore se jazbaat pighalte hain jaan se...

kuch adhoori tammanaaon ki khwahish jaagti hai...

kuch adhoori si aag bhabhakti hai is insaan mein...

aaj bhi ek adhoora ashq aankh mein ruka hai....

jaise ek adhoora ped bojh se jhuka hai...

jaise ek adhoora raasta dhool ho chuka hai...

jaise ek adhoora sa dil baar baar dukha hai....

ye adhoore shabd shayad hi poore honge...

ye adhoore khwaab shayad hi poore honge...

kuch khwahishein hain jinki chitaa jalaa chuka hun...

baaki ke armaan bhi shayad hi poore honge...

darr...

mujhe darr hai....

darr nahin hai khuda se, ya khuda ke bande se...

darr hai to tujhse, tere kho jaane se...

darr nahin hai mujhe maut se, na hi kisi aur se..

darr hai mujhe sirf tujhse duur ho jaane se,

is ek darr ke sahare, zindagi kaat raha hun,

tere dard le raha hun, aur khushi baant raha hun,

is darr ki hi keemat hai, jo mujhe baad mein chukaani hai,

jeene ki kasamein, shaayad mar ke nibhaani hain,

teri aankhon mein khud ki ek jhalak dekh lu,

to ye darr bhi fanaa ho jaayega,

agar khuda ne bhi tujhko mujhse duur kiya,

to ishq ki aankhon mein ye gunaah ho jaayega...

saari zindagi tujhse, utna hi ishq rahega..

har baar tujhse, tera ye aashiq, bus itna kahega,

ki tere liye jeete hain, tere liye mar jaayenge....

tu khush rahe, isliye kuch bhi kar jaayenge,

teri zindagi mein banke rahenge hamesha chiraag,

teri zindagi roshan karne ke liye, chahe khud jal jaayenge.!

my emotions for you...Another drunkard poem...

ek aur raat tadap kar nikal gyi...

ek aur chaah aansu mein beh gyi...

kuch lamhe dil mein chupa ke rakhe the...

kuch yaadein thi jo aankhon mein hi reh gyi...

saari raat baith ke taaron ko taakna...

baatein kar kar raat bhar jaagna...

kabhi kabhi muskura kar nazrein jhukaana...

wo muskura kar nazrein uthaana....

kuch pal the jo ab bhi yaad aate hain...

har lamha wo mere dil ko sataate hain...

muskurahat jab bhi unki dikhti hain...

kuch pal hain jo bahaut tadpaate hain...

wo muskura kar milna...

wo hans kar baat karna...

ab lagta hai sab dur hai..

bus bacha hai mera marna...

teri yaad mein roz aansu bahaate hain...

teri doori ke gham mein roz doob jaate hain...

kuch aadatein hain jo tujhe bhulaane ko paali hain...

par un yaadon se hum aksar tujhe paas paate hain...

dil ki ek tamanna hai...jo aasuon mein bhi nahin behti hai....

kuch sunna chahta hun main...jo mujhe pata hai tu mujhse nahin kehti hai....

kya karun tere paas aana chahta hun main...

par tu mujhse dur itna rehti hai....

jab tak ho sakega tera hi intezaar karunga...

main barson barson tujhse hi pyaar karunga...

kya hua agar tu mujhse dur ho gyi...

main dil mein tera hi deedar karunga...

tere liye din raat dua karunga...

apne sapnon mein hi sahi, main tera hua karunga...

teri yaad mein jiye jaaunga...

roz naya jaam piye jaaunga...

ho saka to teri yaad mein guzar jaaunga...

na ho saka to ek bade se dard ke saath jeeye jaaunga...

Happy Promise Day...

vaada karte hain tujhse bahaut door chale jaayenge...

kitne bhi dukhi ho tujhko dekh muskuraayenge...

kuch lamhon ke liye jiye the saath...

kuch pal thaame the tere haath...

ab vaada hai dur rehke...tera saath nibhaayenge...

kitne bhi dukhi ho tujhe yaad kar muskuraayenge... :)

...

everytime i look at you, you fake a smile...

everytime i look at you, our distance grows a mile...

i still dont know what happened, i guess it was my fault...

but i've locked away my heart now, thrown it into a vault...

i promised myself on this promise day...

never to fall again...

stay away from love, stay away from pain,

and for a change remain a little sane...

i'll those moments, when we smiled together...

when we laughed on some pathetic jokes,

when we spent all day sitting and chaating...

and thought some people were blokes...

i'll miss those starry nights we spent,

sitting under the moonlit sky,

we were together, we were happy,

and it wall enough to give us a high...

now i sit alone, and wait for the rain,

that would wash away my tears,

i sit alone away from world,

its just me and some of my fears...

i have gone far, far away, far away from you,

and we coming together, ever again,

sounds too good to be true...

so i'll stay away, as away i can, and hope you come to me,

whatever happens, we'll still be friends, and you'll awlays remain free...

मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है...

हर लम्हा तेरा ही इंतज़ार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है.
हर ज़र्रे में तेरा ही दीदार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है...


सारी सारी रात बैठ गिनता हूँ तारे,
लोग अब मुझपे हंसने लगे हैं सारे,
सारा दिन भटकता रहता हूँ
दिल ही दिल में तुझसे ये कहता हूँ....


हर लम्हा तेरा ही इंतज़ार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है.
हर ज़र्रे में तेरा ही दीदार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है...

तेरी आँखों में खुद को देखता हूँ,
तेरी बातों के नशे में हर रोज़ बहता हूँ,
तेरी मुस्कराहट मेरी हर वक़्त जान लेती है,
मेरी सांसें तुझसे जैसे हर लम्हा ये कहती हैं...


हर लम्हा तेरा ही इंतज़ार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है.
हर ज़र्रे में तेरा ही दीदार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है...

तेरे पीछे पीछे अनजान रास्तों पे चला हूँ,
तुझे रौशनी मिले इसलिए खुद चुपचाप जला हूँ,
तेरे साथ हूँ तो दिल में एक सुकून रहता है,
मेरा दिल हर पल बस तेरा नाम लेता है,

हर लम्हा तेरा ही इंतज़ार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है.
हर ज़र्रे में तेरा ही दीदार किया है,
मैंने तुझसे ऐसा ही प्यार किया है...

मुझे हर पल तेरा इंतज़ार रहेगा,
मुझे ज़िन्दगी भर तुझसे ही प्यार रहेगा,
तू मुस्कुराती रहे तो मेरे दिल में करार रहेगा,
मुझे ज़िन्दगी भर तुझसे इतना ही प्यार रहेगा..!

As i sit and look at the rain...

As i sit and look at the rain,
tears roll down my eyes,
There is some pain in my heart that bleeds,
and my life longs to cease and suffice...

I do not want to live any more,
but don't know why my heart goes on,
I still wonder why there is this distance,
and I still wonder what went wrong...

My senses have diminished,
and maybe my end is near,
but me losing you my love,
is still my greatest fear...

I know we had our time,
when the sun used to shine,
the stars would sparkle and sing all night long,
birds would chirp, and breeze would sing our favorite song...

I still wait for you to come back to me,
for you to come back, and hold my hand,
here i am, waiting for you,
here i am, and alone I stand...

I miss you dear, miss you lots,
I miss you more than my life,
I've waited all this while, and have come to know,
without you, I won't survive...

Feelings...

feelings..
i hate these feelings that come n go...
like stars in night they twinkle n glow....
i hate these feeling cause they make me cry....
even when they give me the power to think n try.....

i hate these feelings of love n warmth...
they make me feel insecure....
and i dunno what to do...
to find its cure...

sadness is a feeling i like the most...
it makes me feel i am dead.... as if i am a ghost....
even thought this feeling passes away....
this is one feeling i would like to host....

in the morning i feel happy....happy to be alive....
feel like a new born bee in a hive....
but as the day ends... everything gets even....
my happiness sets.... when the clock strikes eleven...

as another day comes to an end i feel....
i should be free from this feeling...
but then i realise when i am awake all night...
that its this feeling that does the healing....

स्वतंत्रता दिवस की शुभ कामनाएं |

वह खून कहो किस मतलब का जिसमे उबाल का नाम नहीं,
वह खून कहो किस मतलब का आ सके देश के काम नहीं,
वह खून कहो किस मतलब का जिसमे जीवन न रवानी है,
जो परवर हो कर बहता है वो खून नहीं है पानी है,

उस दिन लोगों ने सही सही खून की कीमत पहचानी थी,
जिस दिन सुभाष ने बर्मा में मांगी उनसे कुर्बानी थी,
बोले स्वतंत्रता की खातिर बलिदान तुम्हे करना होगा,
बहुत जी सके तुम जग में लेकिन आगे मरना होगा,

आज़ादी के चरणों में जो जैमाल चडाई जायेगी,
वह सुनो तुम्हारे शीशों के फूलों से गूठी जायेगी,
आज़ादी का संग्राम कहीं पैसे पर खेला चाहता है?,
यह शीश कटाने का सौदा नंगे सर झेला जाता है,

हो गयी सभा में उथल पुथल, सीने में दिल न समाते थे,
स्वर इनकिलाब के नारों के कोसों तक छाए जाते थे,
हम देंगे, देंगे खून, स्वर बस यही सुने देते ते,
रण में जाने को युवक खड़े, तैयार दिखाई देते थे,

बोले सुभाष इस तरह नहीं, बातों से मतलब सरता है,
लो ये कागज़ है कौन यहाँ आकर हस्ताक्षर करता है,
इसके भरने वाले जन को सर्वस्व समर्पण करना है,
अपना तन मन धन जन जीवन, माता को अर्पण करना है,
पर यह साधारण पत्र नहीं, आज़ादी का परवाना है,
इसपर तुम्क्पो अपने तन का कुछ, उज्जवल रक्त चदाना है,

वह आए आए जिस में भारतीय खून बहता हो,
वह आगे जो अपने को हिन्दुस्तानी कहता हो,
वह आगे जी इस पर खुनी हस्ताक्सर देता हो,
मैं कफ़न बढाता हूँ आए हो इसको हस कर लेता हो,

सारी जनता हुंकार उठी, हम आते हैं, हम आते हैं,
माता के चरणों में ये लो, हम अपना रक्त चडाते हैं,
साहस से बड़े युवक उस दिन, देखा ही बढ़ते आते थे,
चाकू चुरी कटारियों से वह अपना रक्त गिराते थे,
फ़िर उसी रक्त की श्याही में वह अपनी कलम डुबोते थे,
आज़ादी के परवाने पर हस्ताक्षर करते जाते थे,

उस दिन तारों ने देखा था, हिन्दुस्तानी विश्वास नया,
जिस दिन लिखा रणवीरों ने, खून से अपना, इतिहास नया !!

जय हिंद !!!

LIFE IS A ROAD

Life is a road... keeps going on
We keep walking.. from dusk to dawn

We leave a lot behind as we walk
Forgetting the past as we talk...

As the road turns, so does our aim in life
On the horizon, we see the road..
Looks as edge of the knife.

We keep walking on, never looking back
All the memories are kept in a stack.

As i walk i realise this now,
That this was not the choice i wanted...
Even though i made some right choices,
Yet some plants of sadness are planted...

As i look over my back, i can see the road i took,
It was a mistake i see it now,
And understand how, my life, it shook..!

Whom shall i compare you to?

Whom shall i compare you to?

Shall i compare you to the birds of the morning,
The ones who fly all free...?

Or should i compare you to the clouds of the day..?
Who show me, in them, the shape of thee...

Shall i compare you to the rain of the evening?
That brings tear to my eye...

Or shall i compare you to the moon of the evening...
Shining, yet shy...

Shall i compare you to the star of the night..
That never loses its light,

Or shall i compare to the sun of the morning...
Energetic and bright...

À qui est-ce que je dois vous comparer ?

À qui est-ce que je dois vous comparer ?
Est-ce que je dois vous comparer aux oiseaux du matin,
ceux qui volent tous libres… ?

Ou est-ce que je devrais vous comparer aux nuages du jour. ?
Qui montrent me, dans eux, à la forme du thee…

Est-ce que je dois vous comparer à la pluie de la soirée ?
Cela apporte la larme à mon oeil…

Ou je vous comparerai à la lune de la soirée…
Briller, pourtant lancent…

Je vous comparerai au tenir le premier rôle de la nuit.
Cela ne perd jamais sa lumière,

ou je comparera au soleil du matin…
Énergique et lumineux…

As i see over the horizon,

As i see over the horizon,
I see your face in the cloud
In the wind i hear your voice,
You singing, clear and loud.

As i watch the clouds travel in sky,
I wish you were here, here with me,
As i feel the rain coming down,
I wish we were together, you and me.

As i feel the wind blowing,
I miss your talking to me,
As i stand in this chilling wind,
I miss the warmth of thee.

I know we’ll be together some day,
Together enjoying our love
We’ll be together, always my love,
Just like a couple,
Of beautiful snow white doves.

तन्हाई

कुछ पलों की तन्हाई इंतज़ार बन जाती हैं,

छोटी छोटी बातें तकरार बन जाती हैं,

सब प्यार में किस्मत वाले नहीं होते,

मोहब्बत कित्मत का इंतज़ार बन जाती है।

फना हो जाते हैं लोग इस प्यार में,

ज़िन्दगी उनकी बहार बन जाती है,

जीते हैं वो यादों में उनकी,

आँखें जिनकी इकरार बन जाती हैं।

प्यार ज़िन्दगी बदल देता है,

मोहब्बत नकी जूनून बन जाती है,

दिल से जिसे चाहते हैं लोग,

आँखें उनकी तस्वीर बन जाती हैं।

बहते हैं अश्क यादों में उनकी,

वो हो जुदा तो ज़िन्दगी उजड़ जाती है,

कुछ छोटे बड़े लम्हों से उनके,

प्यार की एक कहानी बन जाती है.

You remind me of the person i love!

You remind me of the sun of the morning,
You remind me of the star of the night
You remind me of the beautiful evening,
A beautiful angel, full of light.

You remind me of the person i love,
The person i want to spend whole life
You remind me of the girl i love,
The who has become my life.

I know it sounds a little wierd,
How can i love someone so much?
But love has no boundaries O’ lord,
And all i care for now is her touch.

O god get angry with me,
For i love someone more than you,
I don’t deny i love her so much,
More than everyone...even YOU!

Yesterday night I had a dream

Yesterday night I had a dream,
A dream in which we were together
Got blessed by a thousand angels
And you were as beaut and soft as a feather…

We walked down the road, in a starry night
We walked into the sunrise, till moon threw some light
As we moved down the road, you came closer to me
Hands in hands we passed a many streets, which none of us cared to see…

I was so lost in you, I forgot it was a day
I forgot we were together for years, forgot we used to play
All I saw was you and me, walking on a gravel path
We walked into a small forest, away from the sun’s wrath….

We talked, we danced, we laughed, we clapped
And on the way, sometimes, I even got, lovingly slapped
I didn’t know when the day ended, I did not want it to go
I couldn’t say this, then my love, but I want you to know….


I love you ‘o my angel, you are the one for me
Cause when I am with you my sweet, I can be for sure…me.

:)

GOODBYE

Is it only me who always tries,
But in the end who always cries?

I loved a girl, and she broke up
I was left in tearful tub

I thought I might hide my pain
Thought would only cry in rain,

I lived with broken heart for time
Then saw a girl, thought she was mine,

We were together…for a year long
Then everything turned out to be wrong,

I broke my heart, bid her goodbye,
Thought I would never give, another try,

But then I found my love in friend,
And she was the one who changed my trend.

I did not know when we fell in love,
I did not know when we drowned in it,
All I knew was, she was my life,
And I did not care about others, not even a bit.

But now her old love has come back to her,
And I am scared she’ll leave me,
I cannot live without her, I know…
But think she wont believe me.

I’m scared I’ll lose her forever,
I’m scared I’ll see her never,
I am scared for I love her so much,
I’ll long for her, that one, beautiful touch…

I’m scared she’ll go away from me
Far, as far, as far can be
And I will die a thousand deaths,
Everyday, with no one to see…

I will breathe, and I will walk,
But my soul would’ve ceased
I will live, if you call this living,
And wonder why life is such a tease…

I’ll go to sleep, for ever, one day,
And will never wake up again,

I’ll be with you, in my dreams
And will never, be alone again…

I always knew you were my life,
Had thought of making you my wife,
Thought we’d spend our life together
We’ll have a good time, as beaut as feather.

I hate to mention this thing to you,
That I love so much, sweetheart,
I love you and will do anything for you,
Even sing while sitting in a shopping cart,

Now you are away, I don’t deserve to live,
So I am going away forever,
I hope you miss me once atleast,
Cause I wont ever return sweety, never,

I know I might sound a li’l crazy,
But love I am going to die…
And this poem, dedicated to you…
Is my life, my final GOODBYE…

ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ

ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ
ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ, ना किसी के दिल का करार हूँ,
जो किसी के काम ना आ सके, मैं वो एक मुश्त-ऐ-गुबार हूँ ।
ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ...

ना तो मैं किसी का हबीब हूँ, ना तो मैं किसी का रकीब हूँ,
जो बिगड़ गया वो नसीब हूँ, जो उजाड़ गया वो दयार हूँ,
ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ...

मेरा रंग रूप बिगड़ गया, मेरा यार मुझसे बिचाद गया,
जो चमन फिजा से उजाड़ गया, मैं उसी की फसल-ऐ-बहार हूँ,
ना किसी की आँख का नूर हूँ...

ऐ-फातिहा कोई आए क्यूँ, कोई चार फूल चदाये क्यूँ,
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MY LAST POEM...

MY LAST POEM

Is it real or just a bad dream???
My love left me, and I was alone.
From then on I was all on my own

The feeling killed me, somewhat very pissing.
And I knew in me, something was missing.

I told my heart, it will be all right.
And tried to live with all my might.

I kept missing her, as she was so dear
Why it happened was, very very clear.

I knew I couldn’t live without her, even though I gave it a try,
Now my heart’s gone, life’s gone and just want to sit and cry.

I have died a million deaths and will continue with the same.
And to die for love a thousand deaths, I know is not a shame.

And,
If she comes to my grave, she might find this written

“Here lies a person, who fell in love with an angel.
But she had to go back, and took his heart away with her
He loved her when was alive, loved her when he died.
By the time she came back, and he cried and cried and cried and cried, and cried till he died”